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A vacuum is taking shape.
I can already feel like I am being pulled inside, as if I were drowning.. and when I get too deep, its hard to fall any further.
I can feel my eyes welling up and its hard to stop it...
But I cant cry right now... I am supposedly having a conversation with this lady in front of me. I am sorry dear lady.. its hard to listen when I am drowning inside.
I'm trying to stop the tears from rolling down but it is making my eyes burn.. I can feel my face turn red.
I wish I could run away and cry, cry out loudly!
I wish I could hold on to everything that is slipping away so quickly and preserve it for eternity!
