Dear diary

Have you ever felt like you are leading a scripted life, where nothing is spontaneous or natural?

 

I actually dont know who I am referring to when I say 'you' here but that's how you are probably supposed to write.

Its like writing in a diary.. "Dear Diary. Have you ever.. "

If you think of it, its quite dumb to expect to open your diary the next day and find a response "Dear Megha, In response to your question.. "

I am writing and I realize that this is not as dumb as that because I can still have someone respond to what I write..

Well I guess this is why people think out aloud and brainstorm.. I had thought about this little joke before I started writing and thought it was very clever.. but when I actually started writing I realized the flaw..

So it helps in solving conundrums (its so difficult to use such complicated words, so I am happy that I used 'conundrum'.. I think if I use one difficult word in every post, I'll get the hang of it)

 

Dear oh dear!! How I've digressed!! but if you think about it. this digression in some ways answers the question I started with!

I think these random wanderings of my mind were spontaneous..

 

Phew! What a relief!